Hmm..
Im blogging again but this entry might be abit too emo..
Sori for those who dun like emo-shits n stuffs..
But this is my life..
I write watever i want here..
If u dun like it,f**k off...

Haiz...
I dunno wat im feeling ryt nw..
Happy,sad,confused,excited,scared...
All in one..
Why is this happening to me??..
I dunno...

Why do i keep thinking of her??..
Am i crazy??...
Mad??..
Or is this wat ppl called love??..
Call me watever u want..
But i cant forget her...
Whenever im sad,alone...
Her face appears in my mind...
N tat makes me even sadder...
I feel afraid..
Unsecured...
N at the same time,happy...
Wat is this feeling called??...
I dunno...

I cant get rid of her in my mind...
The more i wanna forget her..
The more i think of her..
N the closer she became...
So close that she became a part of me..
But how do i get rid of something that is already a part of me??..
I dunno...

Ive never felt like this in my life...
For the past few years,ive been suffering..
Suffeing till there is no energy left..
Im weak..
I cant fight...
But i muz..
How??...
I dunno...

Life has never been fair to me...
It has never been n never will...
It juz sux..
Sometimes i juz wished hw i could end my life..
Not trying to be a saddist or anything..
But i reali cant take it anymore...
Problems seemed to be mounting over my head...
I juz need to be away frm ppl for sometimes...
A place far way..
But where??..
I dunno...

Haiz...
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