Ok here i am back blogging..
was juz checking out youtube and was hooked to one of the greatest rock songs ever made..
So juz to share with u guys out there..
This is the best of Europe..

Dont mind the lag loading of the vid..or u can watch it straight at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zd42-uTLErM

Ok here i am blogging..Roughly about 3.40 am..
I have been asked by Miss Wanie to update and update..
lol..
So here i go Wanie..

Im missing school terribly..
To be more specific,i missed being a student..
Waking up at about 8am,rushing down to school..Playing computer games on the class computer..hehhe..
Hearing the teacher's nags..The piles of paperworks we had to do..
the people in class being scolded and scolding teachers..
Eyeing on pretty girls especially when new intake joins..
Nyehehehe..
N one thing i realli2 missed is the double beep sound when u tap ur ezlink on buses..
Now,the single beep sound means we are using adult fare and this is realli bothering me..
Why cant the govt use the subsidy on watever they had to subsidies on adult transportation fare??
It is realli killing me..

Now i had to sacrifice my sleep and work 2 jobs..
Besides being a promoter in the afternoon,im a cleaner by morning..
I cleaned boutiques and offices..Actualli,juz one of each..haa..
I get not much for it,in fact..Im underpaid for the job..
But bcoz i had to share the salary by half with hasyim as he is also helping out..
I dun mind..
Its his bro's company aniwae..I hope they get more companies to hire them so that we can actualli do on our own..
Well basically this pay is juz to cover my transportation..
As im working most of my days as promoter,i might as well earn some in the morning too so i dun have to disturb my pay..Get wat i mean??..haha

Currently,im just waiting for the NS letter to come for good and den i can get myself prepared for it..But for the meantime im just gonna concentrate on work and orchestra.
I joined this Orkestra Melayu Singapura (OMS) few weeks back and its quite interesting..
I do hope that this affliation will help me get into the SPF Combo band if im ever posted to POlice Force in NS..
Or maybe i'll sign on for it..5 years..But i still cant decide if i shud..
Shud i??..
Hmmmm..

No matter how experienced one is,he would never get tired of sadness..
And life has never failed to make me feel that way..
Once again,im filled with despair..
When everything seems to be at the very top..All came crushing back down..

Why do one need to have options in life?..Why do we need to choose?..
And one day,when you were asked to choose a way on how you going to die..
Would u make a decision?..
I had to sacrifice..

I cried but tears dun roll down..
I cried but only my emotions did..
And it hurts much more..
To my friends,im back to my old self..